
I have made the work of art from 1997 to 2013 in the Kawaguchi studio.



Usually I used the andesite outputted in Sukagawa-shi, Fukushima.




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1st Dec. 1998 — Cloudy
-At a Public
Cemetery-
It was a bright,
crisp day in early winter.
I had been asked to
meet a man who wanted to build his own grave
while he was
still alive.
We were to discuss
the project standing in front of the very plot
where he hoped
to be buried someday.
Life is, after all, a
rather sad thing.


-1st Jun. 2026 —
In the years that
followed,
I drew countless sketches and built a
number of models.
How could the flowing
nose of the Series 0 *Hikari* Shinkansen
be expressed in
stone?
What form could
preserve the dignity of a gravestone
while still conveying the
pride
of a man who had
devoted his life to the railways?
I would draw,
reconsider, erase, and begin again.
Yet reality imposed
its own limits.
Public cemeteries
have regulations.
There are boundaries
that personal wishes alone cannot overcome.
Above all, a grave exists
within a shared public space;
it cannot simply be
treated as an individual's work of art.
In the end, I was
unable to realize the gravestone he had envisioned.
Looking back now,
perhaps that was for the best.
I could not build his
grave, but I was fortunate enough to meet him.
At a cemetery
overlooking Mount Fuji, I spent time with a man
who spoke quietly of the
future while reflecting upon his own life.


I arrived a little
late.
At the entrance to a
pleasant public cemetery—said to be
the first of its kind in
Hachioji,
with a fine view of
Mount Fuji—
the man was waiting for
me together with his daughter.
He had devoted his
entire career to the railways.
Over the years he had
served as station master at Shin-Yokohama,
Hannō, Shinjuku, and other major
stations.
He was a highly
respected figure in the railway world.
His request was
extraordinary.
He wanted a
gravestone inspired by the original Series
0 *Hikari* Shinkansen,
commemorating the years when he
had been station master at Shin-Yokohama,
the period of his career
of which he was most proud.

The truth is, the
task was far beyond me.
Had I simply said, “I'm sorry, but
I can't do that,”
the matter would have
ended there.
Instead, I was
persuaded by his gentle assurance
that there was no hurry,
by a certain sense of
obligation, and, if I am honest,
by my own financial
circumstances at the time.
“Well... perhaps I could at least come up with a design.”
Those words slipped
out before I had fully considered them.

It was a remarkable
experience.
People seek advice
when building a house.
They seek advice
about their work.
But a person who
speaks about his own grave is, in truth,
speaking about his entire
life.
In his words there
was pride in the years
he had spent
with the railways,
affection for his family, and
a quiet acceptance of the parting
that would
someday come.
As I listened, I
found myself thinking about more than stone.
What does a lifetime
amount to?
What does it mean to
leave something behind?
Those were the questios that stayed with me.

Many years passed.
From time to time, I
found myself reflecting on encounters and farewells,
on the people who
briefly enter our lives and leave their traces behind.
Then one day, I
turned toward a stone that had long rested
in a corner of
my workshop and began carving.
I simply wanted to
give form to the subtle stirring of emotions
I had felt all those
years before.
The space created by
the stones I later installed in a small sanctuary
near my studio became,for me, something more than sculpture.
It felt like a field infused with layers
of memory—of people,
of place, of moments
that could never be fully explained.
The
client and myself.
The
unrealized plan.
A
winter day with Mount Fuji in the distance.
Thoughts
that were never fully spoken.
By carving stone, I
felt that these things had become,
if only
slightly, visible.
Of course, the work
solved nothing.
People pass on, and
time moves forward.
Even so, the
opportunity to meet him that day,
to stand in that place
and speak together about life
while looking out upon the
same landscape,
remains one of the gifts of
my life.
Perhaps this is what
is meant by
*ichigo
ichie*—a once-in-a-lifetime encounter.

The stones still
stand there in silence.
Only the landscape
continues to age, little by little.
And whenever I return
to that sanctuary,
I find myself quietly
grateful for the small
but persistent stirring
of spirit
that began there
so many years ago




